迷路。麋鹿

Coldplay - Lost

Just because I’m losing,
doesn’t mean I’m lost,
doesn’t mean I’ve stopped,
doesn’t mean I’m across

Just because I’m hurting,
doesn’t mean I’m hurt,
doesn’t mean I didn’t get what I deserved
No better and no worse

I just got lost!
Every river that I tried to cross,
every door I ever tried was locked
Oh, and I’m just waiting til the shine wears off

You might be a big fish
in a little pond,
doesn’t mean you’ve won,
'cuz along will come
a bigger one

And you’ll be lost!
Every river that you tried to cross,
Every gun you ever held went off
Oh, and I’m just waiting til the firing stopped
Oh, and I’m just waiting til the shine wears off

Oh, and I’m just waiting til the shine wears off
Oh, and I’m just waiting til the shine wears off

昨晚终于看完了木村拓哉的《change》，也听了整个小时的Lost，我还没有找到出路。生命其实不必想得那么沉重和复杂，但是在这个年龄，我真的要好好去想自己要走什么路。再晚几年，真的不只是lost，是last了。我此刻竟然想去找Kulim的塔罗牌小姐，听一听那个玄玄的意见。迷信是吗？老土是吗？唉，我是知道的。。人真的是低潮期就会开始相信玄玄的东西。

前途的路被一层浓雾遮住了。我想拨开，却怎么都力不从心。I am lost。